I do understand why a guy wouldn’t wanna be with me. I’m not as attractive as other girls, my personality is not as good as other girls, and I’m not thin like other girls. I know there’s a lot of girls that are better than me, why would a guy want to waste his time with me? but if I could just find one that likes me for me. That doesn’t want to change me, that thinks I’m the best I can be. Maybe my insecurities would leave, and I could just be happy me. but that shit is just make belief, and in reality only the pretty girls win.